Post by OTAKA YUKO on Nov 26, 2011 2:10:29 GMT -5
It'd be useless to pick up fallen petals, because they'd never bloom again.
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NAME: otako, yuko
AGE: sixteen
GRADE: sophomore
GENDER: female
SEXUALITY: straight
FACE CLAIM:[b]VOCALOID[/b]; [i]MEGURINE LUKA[/i] -- yuko otako
PARTY: no.
DRINK: no.
SMOKE: no.
DRUGS: no.
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PERSONALITY:
[/b]: Having some attention, being talked to, the feeling of being loved, sunny days, red roses, white roses, black roses, flower petals, autumn, holding hands, romance, romantic movies, singing, playing the guitar.
LOW SELF-ESTEEM ; She hates herelf. Yuko is easily offended, despite that she doesn't show it to others. In front of others, she may be a tough girl -- however, she's weak -- and gets hurt very easily. She's fragile, in a word. Yuko hates herself. Everything about herself. She hates how her eyes look, and her hair, and the way she dresses. She thinks herself to be ugly, and is unaware that she is actually, very beautiful. Yuko used to hurt herself a lot (like hitting herself), but soon it turned into actually cutting herself (with a blade). She was able to stop. However, she sometimes still hits herself. The cutting, luckily, has stopped.
SENSITIVE ; Yuko is easily offended and fragile, like glass. If you drop her, even on accident, she'll shatter into a million pieces and will never be able to be rebuild up again. Yuko is bullied quite a lot. However, she doesn't stand up to them because she believes she deserves it. For many days, Yuko has came home crying. This lead to her hurting herself and cutting herself (despite that it stopped). She's sensitive to words. Even if she refuses to cry in public, she does cry. Yuko hates looking like a weakling in front of others.
BITCHY ; Of course. Yuko has a temper. Her emotions just build up inside her and she can snap at you for anything at these moments. Just give her a reason to be angry at you, she'll take it. Yuko's low self-esteem, sensitivity, her constant bullying, and her emotions cause her to do this. She gets so angry and can't take it out on anything, which eventually make her even angrier, which causes her to act out violently. She's a little rebel, too.
REBEL ; Yup. Yuko doesn't like being told what to do. She hates following orders and leaders. She even hates being a leader herself, and would much rather fly solo. Even so, she secretly wants to fit in with everybody else and feel just like a normal girl, for once. On the popularity chart, she's nowhere near the top. She hates this high school. She hates these groups, since they're only causing trouble for everybody. Yuko, somehow, wants to change all of this, even if it would mean hurting herself in the process.
CLINGY ; This girl tries to avoid getting close to anybody. This means in friendship and in relationships. Yuko's greatest fear is being abandoned, as it has happened before (in a relationship, which left her broken and caused lots of emotional issues). She gets clingy easily and attached to people or things, and once they've been together, she can never let go. If the other person gets angry at her, she'll be hurt a lot. She's soft and is easily broken. She never wants to ever witness heartbreak, ever again. It hurts so much.
SLUTTY ; Sort of.
DISLIKES: Being ignored, getting hurt, when she cuts herself, being left alone, heartbreak, hurting herself, popularity, not fitting in, everything about herself, bullies, silence, when she starts to cry, lonely nights, rain, stormy nights, cold days, being called a slut, flirts, people who flirt with every girl they see, not being able to do something, people who fight back at her, getting attatched to somebody, falling in love
HOBBIES: Singing, crying to herself, playing the guitar, bitching at people, staring out her bedroom window on cold, lonely nights, sketching with charcoal pencils, cutting herself, hurting herself.
FEARS: Yuko has the fear of heartbreak. She's been through it once and it hurt her badly, and affected her self-esteem. It's one of the main reasons that she hates herself and how she looks. She fears being abandoned and hurt. You can say that she fears the world -- it's a big world and there's so many bad guys who will hurt her. Yuko also fears blood. It's one of the reasons that she stopped cutting herself. Whenever she would cut herself, she would get so scared and cry because of both the pain and how scary it looked to her.
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YOUR NAME: Rockie.
EXPERIENCE: Er... Six years, I think. c:
OTHER CHARACTERS: Hinata Hyuuga
HOW YOU FOUND US: Advertisement~
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